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[want-2-be-me]

I came out and told people about my rapes at the start of this year, i then attemted suicide and got hospitalized for 4 weeks, came out and started self harming. I would burn, cut, bruise, anything... but especially cut, my arms are covered of scars, and at the start people tried helping, being supportive, but after a while i guess they got bored of telling me to stop, so they said i had to decide between them and my blades, even my boyfriend did. so i went 2 weeks clean, no cutting or bruising not even burning, then 2 weeks ago, i got in a fight with my brother, he spilt my lip open and gave me a nose bleed, i saw the blood and couldnt help myself but to CUT, so i did, and i was on holiday so no one saw the scars, but they found out. people now wont talk to me and my boyfriend broke up with me, i love him soo much, he made so much differance, i felt like i was actually someone and that i could get somewhere when i was with him, so i was just wondering if you had any ideas of how i could gain these people back, to prove to them it was just a once off, and that i really can be stronger than the blade, any suggestions ??? i really need them behind me, but i feel like i have lost them for ever !!!

[Shaun Kelly]

Well you need to make sure you are getting the right professional help for a start.

[want-2-be-me]

Shaun Kelly, on 11 August 2011 - 08:38 PM, said:

Well you need to make sure you are getting the right professional help for a start.

i am seeing psychologists and doctors everyweek. they dont seem to be helping.

[Kung-Fu Barbie]

What about it does not seem to be working for you?